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when there was me&you ...
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
11 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!
Zomg,
LadyGaga's concert's on
14June?Siaaaal ar, that's like on myfreeaggin birthday.
Found, and is still finding myself watching
cooking channels.
Hoho, weeeeird, but suddenly i have
developed this sudden interest. Well, actually
not reeeally.
Been having this interest since HomeEc
started, but it only went seeerious at Sec2.
Been watching 'the f word'(Uh`huh, it's a cooking show ;D),
'rachel ray' plus some more other shows.
Well, can't reeally imagine myself being a chef when
i'm older.
Well, maybe, if i could't be a psychiatrist,
then probably i'll be a chef?
Maaaaaybe,
too soon to talk bout it now neeeways.
If i can be both, it'll
be greeeat!
Maybe part-time chef, part-time psychiatrist?
So, back to reeeality.
I knew i shouldn't breakdown then and there.
Knew i shouldn't show my weakness.
I regretted it all.
But, hey, no one can argue wit me,
that you&your cbknn friends were being
JACKASSES,
MORONS,
JERKS,
PURE, DOWN RIGHT
JACKASSES/MORONS/JERKS.
I was so, so disappointed at you before this happened.
Couldn't imagined that YOU,
would do such a THING.
And then, you&your cbknn friend just had to
made fun of me when i brokedown.
Wowwww, classic dude.
Sibey typical for a guy like YOU.
Before i saw you, i was sibey happy, was
having one hell of a greaaat time wit girlfs.
But then, when my eyes met you,
BAM.
A wave of heavy disappointment+sadness
came washing through my pulse,
and out through my eyes.
Gyeeeeah, i was THAT disappointed at you.
And guess what?
The award for awww`some male actor goes to
....
........
..........
-inserts your name here-
A standing ovation,
how bout a round of applause ladies&gents?
Your plan to make me HATE you has accomplished.
Your job's done.
Go run along.
One thing's for sure,
never will i trust anyone, esp guys wit all
my heart and soul.
I've learned it the hard way.
I can and i will move on wit my life.
I deserve much, much, much more better
then this.
You had your chance,
and you blew it off BIG,
BIG TIME.
Thankyou so so so much MsShahidah
for lending me a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand
and a wam hug.
Reeeally, it all suddenly clicked in me.
Thank you truckloadsss!
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