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Fathiirah! ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I (L) phoography, but dint learn a single thing bout em. What's even weeirder is, im strangely attracted to vampyres. Don't you think they're hot?:( And, Big`Bang, 2PM, Beast, SuJu, SHINee & ofcourse SHOPPING^^ > ARE MY ULTIMATE HAPPY PILSS^^ Ooh, ooh! Don't worry:)
I don't bite________YET! MUAHAHAH!^^
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One, final wish.
Monday, June 1, 2009

13 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!
Oooh peeps.
Do take note that i'll be away
on the 16th-19thJune.
Going to KotaKinabalu,
i'll try to get souveniors for you
guys kay?^^
Andand!
Do take note of the above headline too!
Must, MUST, MUST!
Grr, hoho.
Watching The Biggest Loser,
has made me finally feel appreciated of
my body.
Of how much i fcukin loose.
I was muchmuch bigger last time.
But, when the show's over,
i'll tend to start
going back to my old self.
Peeps may think,
"Oooh, she has lost alot of weight.
And she looks greeat now.
She should be more happier and more
confident of herself now."
Dead wrong. I should be more
stronger despite going thru a rough
fight during PriSchool&SecSchool.
It didn't, instead, it got quite worst, even tho
no ones 'bullying' me right now,
bout my weight.
There's one particular bully who's still out
there.
Constantly taunting my mind,
constantly chanting
to my ear that i'm as fat as last time&i'm ugly as hell.
I can't escape. Cause i'm living wit it, it's
a part of me.
My mind is the bully.
My one final wish when im
officially 14;
is to be stronger.
To be able to love myself. Able
to appreciate myself.
To have more confidence in myself.

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