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//Worthless piece of junk
Sunday, March 22, 2009
She seems young, vibrant, full of life. She seems like a young but a strong swan, a young gladiator that doesnt give up easily.That stands strong wit the sword in her right hand and a shining shield that sparkles brilliantly from afar. She shows no mercy to these problems that are flying in her way from all different directions.
You look up to her, you wished you were like her. All strong, all powerful like a beautiful Amazon Warrior. An Amazon Warrior that's full of confidence in everything she does.
But, in truth she's just as scared as you, or maybe even more afraid then you are.
Inside her, everything's destroyed. Everything is not left healing, but bleeding. Everywhere she goes, whoever she's wit, whatever she does.
She's hurting and tearing peepos apart. It's like, there's this curse in her blood.
The only way for her to get it out, is by draining every single blood out from her body. That way, the curse is out. And, she's doing that. Slowly... ..
Maybe you think she have to be placed in somwehere, where she doesn't have any encounter wit humans. So, she'll rot in there.
I agree too. This 'curse' is killing her. Everyday she wakes up.
Wishing the 'curse' will dissapear magically. She doesn't deserve to be treated nicely.
She isn't worth anyone's time. She's a stupid, useless piece of junk. She doesn't worth loving. No, this ain't a story i plan to write. This is a true story. She lives near you.
.... and that girl.
.... is me.
"Who knew a wrong mistake would turn out like this.
Who knew that you, who i lean on, would hurt this much.
Only an ocean of sadness (and) dark loneliness exists.
I can only cry like a littile kid lost in the balck darkness"
That's EXACTLY how i feel now, no wonder i keep crying over and over again, crying uncontrollably. Credits to Big Bang for the lyrics...
Labels: soon., Until Whenever, Whole world be against me