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The most powerful weapon
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Usually victims who are suffering from teasing and anorexia, will be trapped in a pit full of a machines that suck out and put down on your confidence level.
And somehow, their mind will eventually think the same way as you do.
Ask them what are the flaws they have? And they can just tell you every single thing.
They'll take desperate meausures to fit in the 'It' crowd. You know, like those Hags from Hell. Those who think they are soo high standard. All beautiful, all smexy, all hot and stuffs.
But in truth, which guy would like that type of girl? Who has the looks but not the nice hearts.
I admit, not all are like that, SOME.
Okay, so, going bac to what i said. Gyeeeah, they'll do dangerous things. Like skip meals, constantly purging out the food they eat.
And every single day, they'll go to the mirror, and cry and wished she was born skinny already.
You peepos, who does hurt others. You can't see the pain they're going thru, but trust me. If you do know what they're doing, you're gonna regret your whole life.
Would YOU like to be make fun of? Would you wanna have this terrible and scared feeling to not go out but to stay at home? Because you're scared that peepos will laugh at you and stare at you? Have this paiseyy feeling whenever you walk in a shop to try dresses, you have to ask for L or XL.
Would YOU like that? And, to have no confidence in whatever you're doing.
C`mon man, so what if they're fat? Eh, hello. Big peepos are wayy, wayyy beautiful then those skinny girls okay -.-
They are beautiful INSIDE AND OUT. So? You want every peepos in this world to be a size ZERO then you'll shut your mouth up?
You want YOUR OWN girlf to be all bones? To hug her and feel her ribcage? To kiss her and feel the hardness of it?
If YOU are like that.. Wowwww, i have nothing to say. It's your taiji, not mine. But i'm just trying to knock some sense into you.
Oh gyeeeah, curvy girls ain't fat okaaay. They're hot as hell, wayy, wayyyy hotter then those Hags from Hell that are skinny; all bones. Like i said, SOME of em, NOT ALL.
I don't understand how some of you can find em FAT? Oho, is there something wrong wit your eyesight or something?? Seeeeriously, go and have it check okaaaay? :]
And peepos who have kena teased. It's hard riiight to build up the confidence? I know, i've been thru it. For mayb 4-5 years? Gyeeeah, i was damn huge during primary school.
Want see my foto? Go see laa, Loyang Sec, 6.3. Under P6; cause that time damn huge. My weight didn't bug me that time.
Gyeeeah, boys constantly tease me, but don't know why, i'll only go home cry and slash then next day i'll eat.
But when i stepped in Secondary. Wowwww, it got worst. The impact was reeeally hard, like having a few slaps in the face at one short. So i took a risk; i skipped meals.
One whole month i didn't eat properly, i'll either dont eat, or only eat oe or two times one day; but it's in small proportions.
And that time i lost weight, it seems like no one noticed, so i tried it again. (Un)Fortunately, mommy told me to do it the right wy; have a balanced diet, balance the level of activity wit the amount of food i eat, cut down on sugary stuffs, snack on fruits instead of tidbits..
And now, sme of my relatives told me not to be skinny no more, cause if not i'll look old and haggered.
But i didn't care, i want be skinny, all pretty. I want be like thos models.
Those 'It' girls.
Some peepos think i'm fat. But in truth, i have big bones, that make me look fat. Hah.
You see, that's how it will affect peepos. Eventho you see, she's already the ideal weight, the perfect figure. She still won't trust you.
She'll keep on skipping meals, growing more thinner, and thinner, and thinner, till she'll die of Anorexia.

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