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Fathiirah! ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I (L) phoography, but dint learn a single thing bout em. What's even weeirder is, im strangely attracted to vampyres. Don't you think they're hot?:( And, Big`Bang, 2PM, Beast, SuJu, SHINee & ofcourse SHOPPING^^ > ARE MY ULTIMATE HAPPY PILSS^^ Ooh, ooh! Don't worry:)
I don't bite________YET! MUAHAHAH!^^
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Saturday, December 6, 2008
You just have to fcukin make my life a fcukin miserable wan huh?
Look, what happen this nite, wasn't entirely my fcukin fault okay?!
You think i fcukin scared of you ar?
Walao, if i got the chance, i'm runnin outta this hell on earth man.
Wakao eh. How i ever wish i never was born..
I know you're way, wayyy, wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy older then me.
People have limits sia. No need till angry, angry then want fcukin do those things laa.
Wakao eh. Yesterday, i've gotta hide all my emotions.
Have to trap it inside of me, try'na suck it all in and try'na hold the cap to ensure that i won't beakdown before you or daddy.
Then, today. This shitty, shitty, fcukin thing you give me?
Wa-laooooooooooo. I wanted to shout at you the things that were ringin in my head.
But i didn't. I keep fighting wit those voices.
Sayin, "She's my momma. I can't do it."
And then, unfortunately. You went over the line.
I started cussing hateful, most bad-dest things under my breath.
I wanted to screammmmmmm. Wanted to run in an open space.
Wanted to dugmy head and cuddle on too someone.

But i can't. I have to face to it. Myself.


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