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Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Why? Why? Why? Why? These questions keeps ringin' in my head.
I don't wanna lose a great, awesome, lovely bestest, best friend plus a dearest and one and only mei.
We've known like since p5? We became close friends at p6 and from there we bonded.
We got closer day by day. We share secrets.
We share crushes. Or what sort.
But when it's time to move to a higher level. We went seperate ways.
You went to Greenview, i went to Loyang.
We still are close. Infact, we're tight, dude.
You were like my rainbow, my sunshine every single positive thing in my life.
You picked me up when i was down.
You shower me wit love, patience, courage, strength when i was trapped by all walls.
You help me punch down those walls when i didn't have the strength.
You give me words and advices when i'm an enemy of myself.
You help me sooo damn fcukin much throughout the years.
I love you man. I don't want anything to seperate us.
But, maybe it's just my feeling or what sort.
FYI; to me.
This past few days, something is like bothering you.
Always your messages would be warm, bubbly very cheerful. Now, it's..
Nevermind.
Now, now, wait! It's just what i'm feeling.
Since you text me and said you don't have any problem.
So, i'll close the subject bout me thinking you gotta problem.
I want us to be hyper, to be happy happy to be care-free..
Like last time.
(Argh, to bloggers reading, i'm not lesbian. I repeat, i am not lesbian.)
I miss you mei. I really, really miss you.
Everytime, you will text me.
Maybe even call me. I miss you.
I really do.
I love you mei.