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I'm a relatively good girl. I (L) phoography, but dint learn a single thing bout em. What's even weeirder is, im strangely attracted to vampyres. Don't you think they're hot?:( And, Big`Bang, 2PM, Beast, SuJu, SHINee & ofcourse SHOPPING^^ > ARE MY ULTIMATE HAPPY PILSS^^ Ooh, ooh! Don't worry:)
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Sunday, December 14, 2008






Hey, hey, hey.
I had nothing to do.
So i went on the net and went to collect FTSK pics ;D
Damn, damn, damn, they're the most awesome-st band.
Hahahaha, you guys should try to listen to em.
Hahahaha. I think i found two hotties in the band.
One of them is ofcourse.
My all time crush, Kyle Burns :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Gyeah, isn't he cute?
Makes you gooooo,
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww<3
Nyahahahaha.
And the other is Caleb Turman.
Encore, encore!
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww<3
Lols! Soooo random :DDDDDDDDDDDD
Hahaha, so so back to reality.
I absolutely, seriously hate guys who loves to talk bout girls.
I mean. You know.
Those guys who sees girls that are huge, they'll like make fun of them.
Will make them girls the laughing stock or the centre of attention when they're around their friends.
Argh, i detest them sia. I seriously feel like kicking their balls.
They are seriously doop sia.
Seriously, you fcukin guys gotta get a life. C'mon man, be mature.
Be a grown up laaaa, walao.
For goodness sake -.-
Oh gyeah, concerning the matter.
This appearance thingy is haunting my life again.
Argh, i don't know how.
It's starting again. The mirrors are fcukin ruinin my life.
Whenever i turn and see my reflection in the mirror.
All i see. Is this huge, fat obese girl.
Seriously huge girl.
And it's affecting me. I'm starting to like stay at home everytime.
Try to avoid going in public cause i'm afraid to be make fun of.
Afraid of the humiliation, afraid of people seeing my body.
Yesterday was sorta emotional laaa.
I got quarter of it let go.
Thanks amira lots. For helping me through.
And thanks to Farihin.
Girl, you kinda make me wake up.
I guess you guys have help me alot.
Now, it's my turn to battle this thing on my own.
You guys finished half the race for me.
So, now. It's my turn.
Argh. I just hope i can fight this.
I just hope i can stop it from coming again.
Seriously stop it from coming back again.


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