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Shitty shitty life
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Well, let me summarise my life.I-T-S
S-H-I-T-T-Y
S-H-I-T-T-Y
C-R-A-P-P-Y
C-R-A-P.
Get it?
Apart from my loved ones laa, they're not all those words.
Haishh.
It's like. I don't feel me.
You get it? I don't really feel like my old self.
And then, i can feel it. Inside of me, it's all messy.
It's like..
I'm like Stevie Rae in House of Night books.
She's dead, then Zoey helped her regain her humanity.
Then now, she's undead, and she's totally change.
It's like, she's a different person now compared to last time.
Now you get what i mean?
*_____________________*
And i know, i'm hurtin those people around me.
Including baby, i realy really was crappy just now.
I'm sorry. But alota shit is going on wit my life after that incident.
Everything is all messy in me.
I don't know why, i don't feel like ME.
So, pleaseee oh pleaseee just bear for awhile.
I'll try ta sort things out.
I hope you believe in me, and have faith in me, and confidence.
Cause i don't have any. Gyeah, whoop-tee-fcuk.