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Monday, November 24, 2008
Ever had one of those days where you wish you were just a dust, so the wind can blow you and thank you some place else?Ever had one of those days where you really really wanna escape so badly from something that's makin you feel like an outsider?
Ever had one of those days where you really really regret your choice that you made? Well. Guess what? I felt all the above today.
Wanna know why?
CAUSE IM THE ONLY LYSS STUDENT IN MY GROUP FOR TODAY.
Gyeah, it sucks.
Gyeah, i'm a loner.
Gyeah, i feel awkward.
Argh!
Throughout the day, i felt this weird feeling in my chest.
It kinda like, wanna try to go out.
It's like, banging against the wall.
Hoping, and trying to break it.
But, this feeling subsided when i'm wit my cliques back again.
Argh.
Sucha doop *_______*
That fcukin shows how much i hate bein a loner.
And feelin like some outsider.
And guess what?!
I have to suffer for two more fcukin days!
Argh!
Kanasai!
Cibai!
Whoop-tee-fcuk!
Dumbass!
It sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky sucky sucks!
Gondol tol -.- Argh.
Now, moving on to some serious stuffs.
Well, i found out another part of my bad habit.
I just, always, tell people things last mintue.
Like, let's say, A told me next week decide to have barbeque.
Then, next day, got something on.
I alway got the feeling to tell earlier.
But then, somehow, i'll dragged.
Till around three more days, or worst, one more day left -.-
Haishh. I always remind myself bout this matter.
But still, i repeat it like i would wit Maths stuffs.
Haiya, doop right?
I'll end up pissing people off,
plus makin them angry,
plus makin them loose my trust.
Argh.
Crappy, crap right?
Bee-jeez-us *_________*