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I need a miracle. Like, NOW:(
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I'M GOING ALL BONKERZ NOW,
CAUSE MY C.ZEN JUST BOM ME, THE SCREEN TOTALLY CRACK
TILL CANNOT SEE NEE`THING.
FREAGGIN, FREAGGIN FISH`STICKS!
HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA LIVE ONE DAY W/O MUSIC?!
HOW THE BLOODY HELL AM I GONNA GET ANOTHER ONE? HOW THE
HELL AM I GONNA CONVINCE DADDY/MOMMY
TO HELP ME?!
HOW BLOOODY LONGG CAN I TAHAN, SINCE MY FONE'S ALSO BEING A REAL
BITCH AND A FREAGGIN PAIN THE ARSE.
IDIOT.
SIBEY SUEY.
JIA LAT.
Labels: GRR.
Road to destruction
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Now i know.
I even sorta figured it out myself before.
Now i know, it's true.
Let's begin this war of mine, let's begin the starvation. I know,
you LOVELIES will be saddened to see this.
Don't waste your time on me, can? Cause this thing won't be
going off my mind for a longg time.
I'm sorry, how can i listen to you guys,
wheni can't even listen to myself. When i can't even talk myself
thru the problem, when i my mind is having a mind on it's own. And when
i'm a loser compared to that voice in my head. I'm a slave to that
voice in my head. I'm a bloody coward.
I can't even fight that voice.
I'm just gonna let it take over me, and lead me to being skinnier.
Thanks LOVELIES.
For your support, tissues, heartful advices, and not forgetting,
being the nicest, most awwwsome-est friends.
Labels: save me nee`one?
Why can't i be born slim already? :(
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Kristen Stewart is so eefin hot and slim.
And she's soo gonna be my inspiration, i wanna have
a body like hers, wanna have hair-curls, colour, length-like hers.
Nevermind, fathiirah shall eat a lilttle for
her morning breakfast, then around 1915++, when all muslims are
allowed to eat, i'll eat a little only. Must drink more water instead of eating
foods.
I can do it, no more big miss, it's time to make room for lil, pretty
missy.
Labels: i know what you're up too.
Kamsahamnidaa^^
Monday, August 10, 2009
Today was nothing but,FUN, FUN, FUN AND MORE AWWWWSOMEAWWWWSOME LAUGHTERS^^
Love you deareast MengLi and Maria. Haha, went to watch Up. Okaaay laa, was
sweeet, veh heart warming:) Haha, the kid was daaamn cute, lols.
Then headed to Bugis, pei maria go get her backpack, then walk`walked around,
and i bought one dress?:) Haha! Atleast, for the FIRST TIME i
succeded to talk myself to not over spent lor, and i did pretty well, i bought
only one dress:) That's a good start. Then, money spanked
byebye to me:( Haha, but worth it laa, cause went to have our lunch+dinner
at SakaeSushi. And the bill was a whooping 52.95^^ Haha!
Ate our hearts out laa, lols. I ate till my tummy felt like exploding. Maria was like, 'Slowwly eat,
don't waste, buffet le.:)'
Haha! First time eating that much-.- And, i seeriously felt like purging it all out.
I hate the feeling of 'full', cause it makes me feel fat. And, i guess
i've gained weight:( And, i seeriously have to save money, wanna get me ipod
classic, and i'm aiming for one more dress, THAT DRESS D: //Hur hur
Nevermind! Maybe i'll save money then, by the end of the year, i'll prolly get
my ipod first then my dress (and maybe more clothes!^^). Or, i'll get me ipod classic maybe by next few months then my ipod classic by the end of the year?:)
And, talked to mommy bout the bed that i wanted, and she's considering to get
for me birthday next year, gyeeeeah;)
Labels: But now i'm hung over
I HAVE/NEED to shop, seeriously D:
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Gahh! Viewing all those clothes on blogshops are
soooooo tempting me to go shopping!
Freakin fugg, i have to shop!
I SEEEERIOUSLY HAVE/NEED TO GO SHOPPING!
But, CA's are around the corner D: How?:(
Fine!
I shall study, extra, extra hard for CA. Then i'll show mommy and daddy
my goody good awww`some grades, than i am,
FINALLY FREE TO GO SHOPPING!
JANNA PHUA! I WANT MY SHOPPING KHAKI TO BE FREE
AFTER CA!
I seeriously have to study veh, veh diligently. Die, die must survive.
All for my clothes and hair products, right?:(
Life isn't fair, i wished i had more money in my hands:(
I wished i was super duper smart-just roughly read thru the text/notes,
and have super good memories to save all in my mem. card:( But i'm not like that:(
Nehmind!
I SHALL NOT GIVE UP! JUST BEAR FOR A FEW DAYS/MONTHS.
Study hard, work hard, all the hardwork will pay off, right?:(
Study like mad-24/7, day/night, sunny/rainy/thunderstorm/drought,
and when you put in aaaaalot of effort, it'll show thru the work. And you'll get good grades.
Then, you're free to shop, just remember;
'it starts off veh sian, and veh hard. But when you exceled it, all the
wonderful thing is in your hands.'
Jiayou me:(
And, oooh, ooh. Due to my 'promise' to study hard *rolls eyes.
I might not be blogging that much nee`more,
sorry:(
After CA's gyeeeah?
Loves!^^
Labels: Decide your future.
Bring it on
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Fathiirah's one tough bitch. Not a single soul canbring her down or tear her apart.She'll never break down in front of em, she'll fight bacif she's forced too. No one can ever step on her head neemore.
Labels: thanks NanaMierahJojoZachyyHuiYi(L)
fatssss`awayyyyy
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
I'm sticky. I'm yucky. I'm smelly.
Me oooey, and me guweeee D: Just came bac
from jogging.
19:11PM
And i hate you Rinaldi, gyeeeah, you.
You made me do these, you made me wrote your name
out. You're too much already.
One last, final warning.
If you're gonna open that hole in your mouth again,
and spout that sentence again,
you're gonna regret it,
i too, may regret doing it, cause it'll be my
first time hurting someone.
No, i ain't gonna murder you, you're gonna get
a nice red line, that has all my 5 fingers
on it, try me.
Labels: don't push your luck
On strike!
Monday, August 3, 2009
Amierah dint came school today.
Well, almost half the class dint came school today.
Two was sent home;
Derek&TingTing. Awwww<3
Guysssss, take care of yourself alright? D:
Can't afford to miss school this week, next week already
english CA.
Jia you, i wish you hunks/babes a speeedy recovery.
Bloody shit-.-
I think i've put on weight laa,
i seem chubbier:(
Don't care liao, i'm gonna go on hunger strike, till
the 20th.
(cause fasting will start this month, on that date^^)
Labels: but i love you