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Fathiirah! ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I (L) phoography, but dint learn a single thing bout em. What's even weeirder is, im strangely attracted to vampyres. Don't you think they're hot?:( And, Big`Bang, 2PM, Beast, SuJu, SHINee & ofcourse SHOPPING^^ > ARE MY ULTIMATE HAPPY PILSS^^ Ooh, ooh! Don't worry:)
I don't bite________YET! MUAHAHAH!^^
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Obsessed
Monday, July 27, 2009
Okaaaay. It's official.
I'm sooo gonna get mommy to buy for me those straighteners-.-
Why are my post all related to hair?
Good question^^
CAUSE I CAN'T STOP WATCHING
TUTORIALS ON MULTIPLE HAIRSYLES BY
VARIOUS PEOPLE ON YOUTUBE.
Ahh, now that's my second obsession^^ Haha!
Told mommy, she asked me
to go get ready cause she bringing me to watsons
to go check the price first, but..
Unfortunately, i feel veh, veh sleepy and tired now.
Awwwwww D:

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C'mon baby<3
Sunday, July 26, 2009
To think of it.
Can say, i cut my babies quite regularly, lols?
Haha, like, maybe, just maybe..
say, 6-9 months?
I'll cut it? No wonder it takes longg time for my babies
to grow longger-.-
Haha! Awwww, babies<3>
D: Well, look on the bright side, at least by cutting, all your
bad sisters(split ends) are out..
Riight?D: Okay.
Here's the deal, i won't cut you guys no more okay?
Well, at least, not for now.^^
I want my babies to grow longg and super pretty:D
Then, when it's longger, i get to play
wit you babies, and maybe, just maybe.
I'll consider to curl you guys?^^ Jap curls!!!
Haha, JapCurls look super duper sexy, flowwwwy and nice
sia D:
Nehmind! I'll wait till you babies are longger!

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Against all odds
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Watching reality shows;
The Biggest Loser.
Gives me the extra spark to
want to help people wit weight issues.
Lols, i know it may sound funny
hearing this from a 14 year old girl. I've been
from the disgusting, hideous big sized ogre
to standing where i am now.
I don't know,
i've yet to choose whether i wanna be
a psychiatrist, a chef or a fitness mentor-someone
that can coach an obese person.
I have the passion for helping people out.
If i were to be a psychiatrist, i could listen to people's
problem, and find a solution to help em out.
I could lighten their burden of misery and stuffs
If i were a chef,
i could make Saturday a day where only orphans, or those needy
people can come.
Cause there'll be foods for free for em^^
If i were a fitness mentor, i'll help them
achieve their goal, their ideal weight.

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Oooh pleaseeee
Friday, July 24, 2009
Oooh daddddddy!
Can, you pleaseee, pleaseee get me this?D:
Oooh pleaseeeeeeee!
I need/want it baaaaadly:(
*SobsSobs
I don't give a shiiit if alot of people has it.
I don't give a shiiit if
it's like,
'Sooo last season-.-'
I don't give a shiiitD: ReeeallyD:
It's like,
Wowwwwwwwww?
At least i can view my scandals
better?D:
Can see em sing&dance-
Biggg`Bangg, 2PM, SHINee, DBSK, SuJu.
Better then my zen x-fi?
Screw it man, i seeeriously want this baby:(
BabyBaby<3>
I'll come and buy you, soon:(
I hopeD:
(Btw, Rain's Love Story is daaaaaaaamn sweet
& niiiiice^^)

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Picking up the Piecess
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Lols, sometimes.
I sit and think, hah. Wouldn't it be
better if were fat like last time? Ugly like last time?
I know below these i promised myself i won't be all emo,
and all saddy, sad, sad.
Lols, well, i'm not in a bad mood neither am i sad.
^^ Lols.
It's just, sometimes, i wonder.
Haha, wouldn't it be better if i were
how i used to be last time?
(physically different)
I don't have to put up wit all these boyfs issues.
All these crying and 'i hate him'
moments.
Naw, now i'm good^^
Just trying to heal the wound now.
Haha.
Well, all i maybe want is..
To be able to live my life, and be happy all
day.
Look, i'm only fourteen for crying
out loud?
I want to be able to not
have these feeling of, "Shooot. I want a boyf, daaaaammit!"
I just want to be, me.
To be happy, and stuffs.
Maybe boyfs not, maybe later?
When i'm older and wiser.

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emo? no waaaaay!
Sunday, July 19, 2009

I've finally, or maybe^^ figured out life's to short
to sit at one corner and think, think, think aaaaand think bout
what others say bout you.
Or to sit and cry and cry and be all down
and all gloomy.
Why 'fill' your time by being all emo?
By being all sad?
From now onwards, fathiirah will laugh off everything.
She'll not waste her time being so
negative and saddy sad, sad^^
She would not let those 'idioooots'
ruin her goal.
Heads high, chest out(well, not soooo out:D)
look smart(and be smart too!^^)
First step to being confident.
Jiayou fathiirah!
;D

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Parody, parody
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Yess, yess, yesssss.
I haven't been posting much entries.
I can figure that out myself, haha. Too lazy to^^
Wanted to go beach and
find inspiration to write lyrics for
music pro`jackyyy.
Doing a parody on TouchMyHands
by David A.
But, then. I ate fanchoy, and
m&m's peanut, and that got me a lil
jumpy, haha.
Cause it's superrrr duperr fattening?D:
Nehmind!
I'll shall go jogging later!
Should i? Should i?!!
Gahh, the thought just give me
paiseyyy goosebumps haha^^ Even tho
i've been jogging alone for like, alot of times? Haha.
Yes, yes! Tomorrow, there's PE!
Yesssaaaaa, can exercise, run around,
can shred off some weight:D
Unfortunately, i'm gonna sweat then,
and i tend to sweat alot. Yes, aaaaalot-.-
Shooot!
Where's my handy poem brain when i need it?!
Where's the side of me that's a poet?!
Yo, come out, come out!
Performance is gonna be next week, i need my poet self
A.S.A.P
Inspiration? Pleaseee come wit my poet self like,
NOWWWWWWWWW-.-

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Morning sleepyheadss^^
Friday, July 10, 2009
Yes! I'm still up, and awake^^
Haha, well, mainly cos of one reason.
I slept early today, woohoo~
Lols! Well, was watching tele at daddy's room,
then dozed off around 1900++?
Huhu, then woke up around 2215 or something?
Couldn't get bac to sleep, so i decided to finish up D&T and
dig for some Biggg`Bangg new songs and fotos:D
Awwww, i want Biggg`Bangg to come bac to Korea! I want
em to sing Korean songs, not Japanese songsD:
I know, they're somewhat the same,
but to me, the difference is
there.
Nevermind! I shall be a nice and understanding V.I.P
(what they call em fans^^)
I shall support em in whatever route they choose,
BIGGG`BANGG FIGHTING!

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oorin biggg`bangg
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Gave school a missed today.
Wasn't feeling very well,
stupid headaches are freaggin killing me,
plus went home at bout 0000++ yesterday?
I mean, today.
So, had not enough sleep,
had a seeeriusly bad headache
is seeeriously not fun-.-
Haha, no idea why
i feel like taking up classes
that offers Korean Language^^
One of em reasons, is
i wanna be able to sing along to
Biggg`Bangg, 2PM, SHINee, DBSK, SuJu
and all other bunch of K-Bands.
Now, i'm just either humming it, or either
saying the words by listening to it
without even knowing whether i'm right:P
And other, cause i'm curious?
Heeeello, the way they talk/say it,
is sooo freaggin cool!
And, i think 2PM is by far,
korean boyband that's damn good in dancing.
I mean, i think all of em
members a dancers turned singers?
Ohhhh Emmmmm Geeee. .. .
T.O.P is super dee duper doo handsome
in D.IS.C.O
*blushes
Awwwww, haha.

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