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SHINee-Replay
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Missed school for two days already.
Not gonna post why.
And guess what?
I'm addicted to Replay by SHINee^^
Lolsssssss,
i know it's been out for quite some
time already.
But, hell, who cares?^^
It's sooo sweeeeeett. Haha.
Key&JongHyun is supersuper cute.
Haha. Naw, but nothing beats
Biggg`Banggg!
Neeewayssss, was going thru some blogshops.
Geeeez, i have to get that AnnaSui
wallet&that tees&dress!
Soo, gonna beg mommy to get me
the AnnaSui wallet.
It's pretty^^
Tomorrow getting report book.
Woohoo, cool or what?0.0
Haha, neeewaysss.
Got third in class for Hist,
damn you FeeFee& HuiYi!
@#$%!
And all other subject passed,
woohoo!
Labels: AnnaSui wallet D:
CSH, Nickhun<33333
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Had COL practice today.
Boooooooooooooring -.- rather go for
the post-exam thingy lor.
And, and.
It was soooo freaggin hot laa,
cheeeee`byeeee, some more wear uniform le.
Haha, what the hell.
Ahhh, i swear.
Nickhun from 2PM and Top from
Bigggg`Bangggg.
IS.
FREAGGIN.
CUTE
&
HOT.
I love Top more !
Shall i get an ipod or dig. cam for my birthday?^^
Daddy's gonna get me either one.
And, oooh gyeeeeah,
i sooo have to start saving up money laa.
Cannot spend, spend no more.
Must save cause wanna go shopping wit Cuzzy.
Heh, c`mon fathiirah.
You can do this,
jia you!
Seeeriously can't wait so go out and shop,
shop, shop! :D
Labels: Awwwwwsome.
I hope for a vain expectation, but now it's useless.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Found myself taking alot of fotos these past fewdays, and
has been hearing HaruHaru
again and again.
Neewaysss, i think i've put on weight.
Awwwwwsome.
Nehmind, i'll use the JuneHols
to loose my weight.
Gonna shred all the fats found in my body.
Yeeeeehaw.
No freaggin idea why now my mood is totally
low.
Whatev. Not gonna bother anyone today
wit how i'm feeling.
Just gonna suck it up. Boohoo.
Gosh, i seeeriously
have to save money before June hits.
Wanna go shopping wit KakMali, shop for more
dresses, overalls,
tees.
Hoho, i realised something, i don't have that
much tees comepared to dresses
and such.
Haha, so, i'll save money to get some.
Top(ChoiSeungHyun),
is eeeeefin hot&cute&funny, haha.
He's very wacky,
been watchin some of his vids.
Lols, i'd be proud if he were my brother,
haha.
Boooooooooring.
Tomorrow there's school,
like what the fcuk right?
Feel&maybe wanne pon school.
Maybe if momma let,
i'll be heading to DownTown to swim wit
Shahidah^^
Labels: summer.kisses
HomeEc^^
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Texting baobie mei.
Throwing out all my emotions at her.
Talking out all these feelings
that are in me.
So, HomEc paper was.
One.
Word;
Okaaaaay.
Except for some, where i didn't
had much time to read thru.
Argh, pleaseee let me get at least 47-50++??
Siaaaaaan.
Tomorrow Science exam 0.0
Oooh, woohoo.
Two more papers and
MYE over liao!
Gyeeeeah baby, can't wait.
And, and,
June's coming closer!
Eh! *Broadcast
To all you peepos out there, MUST give me
prsents on 14 june kay?
If you don't give me, i'll come and hantam
you at your house.
Huahua^^
Ahh, reeeally wish daddy could
get me an IPOD.
Don't know whether he's still
buying for me.
Lately, been fighting wit him D:
Ahh.
Labels: Sorrysorry
HistoryHistory!<3
"Don't let what you cannot do,
interfere wit what you can do."
History was okaaaaay.
Manageable i guess? Freeeeak, i didn't read bout the
Great Depression -.-
They said tested on Chapts 2, 3, 4 and 6 ONLY.
Then end up, they all said Chapts
1-6.
Greeeeat -.-
Guess, History's okaaay to me.
Didn't reeeally paid much attention when Ms Siti
was teaching.
Too boring, soo dry 0.0
Self study easier plaus better!
Haha! If got doubts then call Ms Siti, lols.
Compared to Geog, i think both okaaaaay?
But, most probably taking History.
Cause it's fun, fun, fun ^^
Neeeways, i'm multi-tasking now :D
Studying HomeEc while listening/ watching
Biggg`Banggg' MV
while writing here.
Haha! Talk bout some seeerious work here,
lols!
HomEc's mafan, alot of memorising needed.
Haha, but it's quite straight forward laa.
Lols, shucks, Science paper the day after tomorrow.
Awwwwwww`some.
I don't reeeally get sec2's science.
Stupid digestion -.-
Stupid transport in living things -.-
Gonna head to ttn later and ask Kumar ^^
Huahuahua.
Is this some kind of a curse that's running in my blood?
Why? Why every single time i'm in this situation,
the exact same thing is happening.
What's wrong wit this beating heart of mine?
What caused this?
I don't wanna go round breaking every hearts
that's trying to unlock the gate to
my heart.
Labels: HistoryorGeog?
Dearest Mommy<3333
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Dearest mommy<3,On a very special day, here's wishing you
Happy Mommy's Day.
You're my own personal tissue that never
gets wet or dirty whenever i cry.
You're my own personal super heroine to come and
save me from drowning in my problems.
You're my own personal doctor
whenever i fall sick;
you stay up at night just to take care of me.
Most of all,
you've been enduring all my bullcraps
for 13 and a half years.
And you still forgive me despite making the same problems
again, and again.
I love you mommy.
You're my best friend at times.
And you're my most awww`some-est mommy
and caring mommy.
I love you mommy.
Labels: I love you mommy
Stand yo ground, show em who's boss.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Haru haru, mudyeojogane~
Sometimes, in life.
Being sarcastic and rude is the way
out to 'those group of peepos'
out there.
It's not yo nature to act this way,
but 'those group of peepos'
out there are asking for it.
Jealousy is one main murderer of friendships.
Wit jealousy itself,
it's enough to destroy yo friendship
you've build for several months/years.
Jealousy over yo looks.
Jealousy over boys talking to yo.
Jealousy over peepos giving yo good comments.
There's nothing to kill jealousy.
It can't be killed by acid,
neither can it be destroyed.
It's only up to the 'owner'.
Alright-eyyy peeps.
Ya`ll get what i'm try`na say hear i suppose.
Thinking of this totally
punctures my mood.
Sayonara.
Yo decided to back off from 1
when yo noticed she wasn't treating yo right.
Yo came to me, it was nice enough for me to gave yo
a second chance. Why? Cause when yo were wit 1, yo weren't treating
me right. Hah, i guess what goes around comes around huh?
I accepted yo. We became close friends from then on.
Gyeeeeah, we fought.
Yo caused me to be malu infront of almost every girl
in our class.
In time, i gave in. I finally forgave yo.
Then now. Yo start yo nonsense.
Fcuk, i've had enough man.
Hanis and mommy warned me from first time onwards.
Yo weren't a good friend.
Dont get too close. I didn't hear em, i ignored em. Cause i thought yo weren't like
what they said. I expected yo to be better.
Now, yo starting to be diferent.
All because of one small matter? All because yo had to follow me home
to get my thermometer? Waaaaa, damn bullcrap laa.
Remember when after school, we would always confess things?
Now, why aren't we doing it? Why? Afraid to confess?!
What's yo fcukin problem when peepos tell me good comments?
Why suddenly now, yo jealousy existed?
Why suddenly now yo feeling of jealousy is soo freaggin obvious?
Even some of em can see do yo know that?
Fine, yo want a play it this way,
this way i shall i play it.
Let me tell yo,
I'm never gonna let yo step on my head no more.
I'm never gonna give yo face no more.
First chance was used up.
Second chance used up.
Third chance used up.
Now how?
Sarcastis and rude is how i'm gonna treat yo.
Don't come and complain to me
or blame me if i treat yo this way. Cause yo forced me too.
Yo crossed the line. No more lil missy nicenice
for yo.
It's time for lil missy sarcastic and evil for yo.
Labels: Bestfriend is yo enemy.
Starvation
Sunday, May 3, 2009
To think that i've overcomed it.
To think that i had complete contol over it.
Now, it all comes tumbling down.
Every single freaggin thing.
I don't care.
I won't bother, won't listen.
I'll do whatever it takes to convince my mind that
i ain't fat no more.
Cause now, it's reeeally getting outta hand.
And it's driving me insane.
Starvation will commence today.
Yes, TODAY.
And FOREVER will it be.
So what if i've loose alot of weight?
So what if there's a major difference in me compared
to last year?
FYI;
I don't feel beautiful. I don't feel slim.
All i feel is HUGE, HUGE, HUGE.
All i see is UGLY, UGLY, UGLY.
I will not eat for breakfast, i will not eat for lunch,
i will not eat for dinner.
If i can do this for one whole freaggin month,
i see no reason why i can't do it again.
And if i ever get sibey hungry,
i'll feed those hungry vibes by remembering the negative remarks,
those painful memories
peepos used to called me when i was huge.
I won't stop starving myself, till my mind is happy.
Mei, kor, Awww`some, friends, love ones.
Don't worry bout me.
Don't even freaggin dare to try to stop me.
You don't know how painful it is to be living wit a mind i have.
So instead of fighting it,
i'm giving in to it.
I'll satisfy it's wish, to be more skinnier.
To not consume anything.
DON'T TRY TO STOP ME.
DON'T EVER DARE TO TRY AND STOP ME.
Cause when i start,
I'll never stop.
MARK.
MY.
WORDS.
Labels: starvation