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Fathiirah! ;DD
I'm a relatively good girl. I (L) phoography, but dint learn a single thing bout em. What's even weeirder is, im strangely attracted to vampyres. Don't you think they're hot?:( And, Big`Bang, 2PM, Beast, SuJu, SHINee & ofcourse SHOPPING^^ > ARE MY ULTIMATE HAPPY PILSS^^ Ooh, ooh! Don't worry:)
I don't bite________YET! MUAHAHAH!^^
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I COMMAND YOU TO RISE, MY DEAR BLOG:(
Monday, November 2, 2009
Wahaho. Gyeeeah, my blog's deead. I can see that, HAHA.
Nevermind! I shall revive it during the hols^^
Decided to change my blogskin, well. It's still under construction tho,
trying to figure out how to put in em cbox-.-
Haha, irritating. But it seems nicer in this way la huh:)
So,
EXAM'S OVER BABY^^
(i'm veh well aware of it, i knw it was like, last week? HAHA!)
Imma, talk more bout it tomorrow alright:) Now, i'm just too lazy
to talk nee further. My eyes are bugging me to sleep.
And look and that ohh so horrible eye bags and panda eyes:(
I'm so gonna turn into an unglam vampyre soon,
Minus the fangs. Minus the thirst for blood. Minus the longg nailsD:

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2PM's incomplete
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Different people has ways of venting out their anger. Or getting rid of the sadness that washes
in em. They might say mean things that they don't mean. And it might eventually
hurt someone, but. Do they TRULY mean it? Do YOU, netizens mean it
when you spit out bad things to someone when you're feeling angry? No one's perfect in this
world, and that includes the actresses, singers, politicians, lawyers, whoever. Even
us normal people-like you & me, aren't perfect. Tell me someone who's
24/7 perfect-who doesn't commit nee sins, who doesn't swears or cuss, who doesn't
hurt others? Bullshit. Tell me which human being doesn't? Hello,
it's a part of being human for crying out loud. `Less, you're telling me you're
ain't a human, then that's a whole different story. They say, mistakes are our best teachers.
Why? We eventually learn from it, and not do it again. It's normal to make
mistakes, ofcourse it's unexcusable when you keep doing it
again & again. Tell me, do you see Jae doing it, NOW?
Do you see him bashing it on his myspace, NOW? Plus, it was four years ago daamit,
who goes bac and dig other people's past and broadcast it to everyone-.-
We concentrate on the present & the future, but never the past. What's past,
has passed. Leave it alone, it has no reason to be mentioned now,
in the present and in the future. Yes, he might have said something rude,
but he's truly sorry for it. He sacrificed his time, his beauty sleep, his privacy for us,
for his fans. He manned up, and took the decision to leave 2PM.
I hope, those netizens who did these,
sit down and reeeally, reeeally think of their actions. They must be feeling insecure of em`
selves to have done this horrible and foolish actions.
Jae, pleaseee come bac, for us fans, especially for 2PM.
2PM consists of 7 members, not 6 members.
When one's missing, when one spot's empty,
when there's one voice lacking,
then 2PM isn't full, 2PM isn't complete.
Pleasee, be strong, pleasee come bac.
Loves,
all of 2PM'S fans-HOTTEST.

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What now?
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Fcuk it.
5 MORE FREAGGIN WEEKS
(INCLUDING ONE WEEK HOLS)
TO EXAM.
Hah, what the fcuk?

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I need a miracle. Like, NOW:(
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
I'M GOING ALL BONKERZ NOW,
CAUSE MY C.ZEN JUST BOM ME, THE SCREEN TOTALLY CRACK
TILL CANNOT SEE NEE`THING.
FREAGGIN, FREAGGIN FISH`STICKS!
HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA LIVE ONE DAY W/O MUSIC?!
HOW THE BLOODY HELL AM I GONNA GET ANOTHER ONE? HOW THE
HELL AM I GONNA CONVINCE DADDY/MOMMY
TO HELP ME?!
HOW BLOOODY LONGG CAN I TAHAN, SINCE MY FONE'S ALSO BEING A REAL
BITCH AND A FREAGGIN PAIN THE ARSE.
IDIOT.
SIBEY SUEY.
JIA LAT.

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Road to destruction
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Now i know.
I even sorta figured it out myself before.
Now i know, it's true.
Let's begin this war of mine, let's begin the starvation. I know,
you LOVELIES will be saddened to see this.
Don't waste your time on me, can? Cause this thing won't be
going off my mind for a longg time.
I'm sorry, how can i listen to you guys,
wheni can't even listen to myself. When i can't even talk myself
thru the problem, when i my mind is having a mind on it's own. And when
i'm a loser compared to that voice in my head. I'm a slave to that
voice in my head. I'm a bloody coward.
I can't even fight that voice.
I'm just gonna let it take over me, and lead me to being skinnier.
Thanks LOVELIES.
For your support, tissues, heartful advices, and not forgetting,
being the nicest, most awwwsome-est friends.

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Why can't i be born slim already? :(
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Kristen Stewart is so eefin hot and slim.
And she's soo gonna be my inspiration, i wanna have
a body like hers, wanna have hair-curls, colour, length-like hers.
Nevermind, fathiirah shall eat a lilttle for
her morning breakfast, then around 1915++, when all muslims are
allowed to eat, i'll eat a little only. Must drink more water instead of eating
foods.
I can do it, no more big miss, it's time to make room for lil, pretty
missy.

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Kamsahamnidaa^^
Monday, August 10, 2009
Today was nothing but,
FUN, FUN, FUN AND MORE AWWWWSOME
AWWWWSOME LAUGHTERS^^
Love you deareast MengLi and Maria. Haha, went to watch Up. Okaaay laa, was
sweeet, veh heart warming:) Haha, the kid was daaamn cute, lols.
Then headed to Bugis, pei maria go get her backpack, then walk`walked around,
and i bought one dress?:) Haha! Atleast, for the FIRST TIME i
succeded to talk myself to not over spent lor, and i did pretty well, i bought
only one dress:) That's a good start. Then, money spanked
byebye to me:( Haha, but worth it laa, cause went to have our lunch+dinner
at SakaeSushi. And the bill was a whooping 52.95^^ Haha!
Ate our hearts out laa, lols. I ate till my tummy felt like exploding. Maria was like, 'Slowwly eat,
don't waste, buffet le.:)'
Haha! First time eating that much-.- And, i seeriously felt like purging it all out.
I hate the feeling of 'full', cause it makes me feel fat. And, i guess
i've gained weight:( And, i seeriously have to save money, wanna get me ipod
classic, and i'm aiming for one more dress, THAT DRESS D: //Hur hur
Nevermind! Maybe i'll save money then, by the end of the year, i'll prolly get
my ipod first then my dress (and maybe more clothes!^^). Or, i'll get me ipod classic maybe by next few months then my ipod classic by the end of the year?:)
And, talked to mommy bout the bed that i wanted, and she's considering to get
for me birthday next year, gyeeeeah;)

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